<|>The Burning Soul<|>

Saturday, July 01, 2006

As you all know I rarely blog, because I don't post about normal day life which has nothing exciting. So forgive me if I like 1 week or so never post anything.

I have changed. Although I may not look like it but I did change. I have changed from the inside, my thoughts, my dream etc... People always said that no matter what I do I would always be confident or sometimes over-confident. In truth I did appear confident, but what I can say about them is that they don't know me well enough. I may appear confident but inside me there will always be this fear. I fear that I won't do till what I expect of myself. This is my failure and causes my downfall in life. One day I will remove it permanantly.

Lets talk about the reopening of school. That day, I feel wonderful seeing all my peers in school. I really do miss them a million. Haha! Gladys had changed her hairstyle, seriously speaking it looked nicer than all her previous hair style. Esther......still the same...lol! Keith had become a little more smart and mature + he take insult more lightly. Thats good, so you won't live with the nightmares of insult. I know some of them do stay but you will overcome it and bad luck one day, I have total faith in you. Daren had changed to dota freak.LOL! Kidding!Melvan had not change much. I think I should continue about changes till here.

As I told some of you that I will join jdss but it seems that other than Choon no one have faith in me. My singing really do improve after the concert. If others can do it why can't we? There is no reason they can do it and we can't. We all are human it is just the matter of how devotion you put in. That is what Mr Nathan trying to tell us the other day and this is what I will prove to all of you. I will defintely some how or rather. It is just the matter of time, but time is just an excuse. But who cares as long as I can prove that this verse does exist. To me, to accomplish this I need support from my peers and parents, only if they stand by me and give me the motivation and I will succeed.

In this world all we need to is believe. Beliving will lead to succeed but don't believe the wrong person or you may regret. Basically all you to do first is believe in yourself......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 9:11 AM