Saturday, August 26, 2006

Finally, I have posted something after a long while eh! I have something I ought to do =D. I am a person that would not usually do anything seriously, because of my talent in fast learning. But when I decide to do something seriously, I would put on hardwork in it. Usually this would not last long also. I had decided to change this away.

Do anyone know why I can learn things so fast? It is due to my mindset. I am a person that no matter how times I was beaten down, I would give it my all till the last second of my life. I die die also must learn what I want to learn. I got this thinking when I was Pri 3. After I learn that I could defeat an opponent who is so much stronger. I does not mean fighting. LOL!

I may not be online for the whole of next week. I am sorry for any inconvenient cause. As I had decided to do something seriously. Although It might be a little late, but it is never too late.

Although it is painful to know that the one you love deeply doesn't love you, it is not as painful as two person who are deeply in love which each other but they could not love. It causes this phrase So Near Yet So Far......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 9:47 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Prelim finally over! I did feel abit relexed but on the otherhand more tense. I am afraid of bad result. I hope it will turn up optimistic.

I feel that I need some changes in my character. I don't why? Just suddenly feel this way. No matter what I wil just go with the flow. I will not delibrately change myself. And I will not definitely change for anyone. For who I lived to be myself not other who one I as Thyself!
I wish I did make the right choice......
Hardwork can definitely defeat talent! Talent without affinity, without hardwork = Nothing......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 5:20 AM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Happy Belated Birthday Teck Choon!

I learnt one more thing on Choon bdae! I learnt how to rollerblade when I try it today the 1st time. Thanks Eunice, Buddiman for teaching me how to blade! Thanks Eunice again, Melven, my sister Winnie and Hong Hui (although HH ps me for pris) to accompany me when I skate. Because first time, sure very noobie.

Sorry people who feel left out. Actually you all are not odd one out. No one is! The group is really big today. After you all left there is still another group came. Lol! Choon very honour today. Haha!

The steamboat is really nice! Even my sister agreed. We have so much laughter even though choon ps us to sit with girls! Zhong She Qin You! Nvr mind we four sit together is enough! Got so 3 joker. LOL! Throw all the unfinish foods into flower pots. Still can pour chilli somemore! LOL! then after we think we had enough, we do funny funny things like make the chicken soup into tomyam soup and FRIED TOUPOK! LOL!When we went home, we had karaoke session.Today overall was a fun day! Because can see my best friend in pri school n now too of cause!lol! He is still as joker as ever! Hooray for Kheng Cheng Four Heavenly King!!!

Failure sometimes is due to the lack of daring. Without a little courage, you might delayed the process of somethings you are doing. Although too much courage will do harm. Must be well balanced......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 10:57 AM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

LOL!Bui Tahan! Haha!

1. 1st of all I am very sorry that message never pass fast enough.
2. 2nd, If I can choose, I choose to accompany all =D
3. 3rd, No chance introduce, cause.......shall not proceed on this. Again leave suspense.Lol!
4. 4th, Is glass not grass.LOL!
5. Here to clarify, all both blog posting is to explain things not shooting each other.
6. Now, no need my introduction you all should know each other. Come lets shake hand and be friend. Lofl!
7. Erm...hello!lol!Kidding! You are not a nobody. Cause nobody is perfect! You cannot be more perfect than me, or I will get jealous.LOL!
8. Actually, I am not as responsible in my school homework.LOL! I wish I am responsible in everything.HAhA!
9. Last but not least, everything will be the same, as I treat friendship seriously! Everyone to me is equally important, I can't survive without anyone of you. Life would be very different!

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 10:22 AM

Today, I went to watch Tokyo Drift! Nice! Nice! Is better than I imagine, cause of newspaper review. Lol! Althought most of the actor acting s*** but when they drift it cover all that up. This show is totally better than initial D!!!

When you get popular, it is hard to find someone trustable......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 10:12 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

Dear you-know-who-you-are,
I hope that you will, first of all, appreciate the fact that I mention no names. I happened to chance upon your blog and read the post dating, 09 August 2006. And to tell you the truth, I found it rather disturbing. I decided to tag you and explain to you what actually happened but I realised that you haven't got any board for me to tag. So I had to approach YW for help. Please, if you have anyone to blame, blame me.

Okay. Let's start.

I am terribly sorry for spoiling your mood and turning up, well, "uninvited". Had I known that my presence will spoil and get into your way of having fun, I'd certainly not have turned up. However, what is done is done. What happened, happened. So I guess, the only thing I can do now is to explain to you what was the actual plan on our side. In return, I wish that you will not flare up and read till the end. Pardon me for my terrible use of language as well.

I believed that you did not know what I was, in fact, invited along to watch the fireworks. But because it was sort of a last minute thing, so I can't say much. Much less, blame you for saying that. What I found disturbing was that you said that you were in quite a bad mood due to ONE uninvited guest. At that time, I was with 3 other guy friends. So it wasn't exactly ONE. In addition, if I knew that most of you were unhappy, I could and would have left with my friends. Then again, that was 'IF I knew.'

I felt that you could have approached me or any of us, or if you were shy, you could have told YW, Daren, Keith or even Eugene(he's my primary school friend) that you are not happy with the fact that we turned up. I think that any of us would have got the hint and leave.

Reading on, you also mention 'since uu lyk her so much, then join them lorr'. Seriously, I felt injust for YW. Clearly, you did not seem to understand YW's rationale of doing so. It was not out of 'like', in your terms and my inference, that he kept us company. He asked us along so he felt that it was only the right thing to do to keep us company lest we feel left out. I seriously don't think that it was fair to him nor me.

Without doubt, you have spent more time with YW than me, in fact, you have known him longer than I did. My personal impression of YW is that he is a guy who knows what is responsibility. He felt that he was obliged to keep us company because he asked us along. If you felt that I had 'stole' YW away from you and your friends, I apologise.

Contradictedly, I didn't understand what was that smile for. At least, it looks like a smile to me. 'cause I usually put smiles like that, =). Your's so happened to be the opposite. You obviously seemed very put off with whatever happened.

I think you have developed the ability of only being able to spot girls. Throughout that 3-4 lines, you kept shooting me. Were my friends that transparent? I don't think that grew up eating 'glass'. Once again, I don't think it was fair to me.

Sorry that my presence affected you so much. I never knew that I could create such a deep impact on a person like that. I hold by my words, I would not have turned up had I known things will turn out this way. Frankly, I rather that you turned up and have fun with YW and your friends than I coming and thus causing such a big hoo-ha.

All that I had said above comes from my heart. Although it was tough to avoid my usual way so as to prevent more social collision, but I think that it is worth it if you had really taken time and read the entire post. If you are fuming now, please re-read again. I think you might have got the wrong idea of certain parts. Otherwise, you can ask YW for my contact. I'd gladly explain it all over again.

I sincerely hope that a day's incident and misunderstanding would not have jeopardized your friendship with him. YW is really a fanstastic guy with great sense of responsibilty. Please do not be mistaken, I am NOT in love with him NOR have I developed any special kind of feelings for him. He's just a good friend of mine.

Let bygones be bygones. =)

With sincerity,
eunice.

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 10:08 AM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Two days ago, I went back to my home again (Marina square). Because Choon and I thought that there would be fireworks again.Lol! It end up never fire there. We went together with the Brotherhood's members and Ahdila, Sham e.t.c. Although most of the Brotherhood's members is late, but at least we are organise. Thanks to Choon! Good organiser that scam us.lol!Kidding! At least, we had fun there! And 1 more things is settle. That day, was really very romantic, the sea was nice and it was full moon. The breeze was also very cooling. It was really perfect. I wish I could be together with my destiny girl there. How I wish?lol!

Sometimes, look at things at different perspective! Don't be a fool......

I feel that I had write abit too harsh so I edit it...congratZ you have found the secret message.Copy and past this *=D* you wil get a prize!

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 8:58 AM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Happy Birthday Melvan!!!Sorry forget to add the day before.Choon, Eunice, Jowell, Kenyon, Jun Wei, I give you all my sincere apology yesterday.

Yesterday, was a very bad day for me and Choon. I don't know why nowadays people lack of appreciation. Choon, Eunice, Jowell, Kenyong, Jun Wei, they all don't know most of you and they still take the trouble to wait for you all for around 1hour. really I think they deserve a sorry or at least a thank you. Okay that is still not that worst, but one person still had the cheek to chase us away!I think I shall not continue as I would make alot more people more unhappy.I shall not vent my anger here, I will vent my anger later in dota. Ya, btw thanks Hong Hui.

Although today there is a very tough day to go through but the firework is still very nice. I am impress by the coordination and 1 of the new invention they have.Eunice I hope your leg is okay. Yesterday, you look like you are going to faint, I am so worried you know?lol! Ya!I like you...As a friend!!!HahAX!

Maybe I will stop believing in somethings......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 8:22 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Okay, I shall make a post for you since you seem to want it alot. I don't know what you are tagging seriously. In my blog everything is about what I think. And also this is my first post that talk about you. Now did you see things clearer? Did you misunderstand something?If you are feeling rather down you could talk to me or someone else, but don't come to my blog to vent your anger! Ok? If you not happy with me just tag out. Don't tag things that have no head nor tails. Seriously I getting more worried about you. I know that you don't know how to judge people. You usually only listen to a sided story and judge things. Things shouldn't be judge this way. We must listen to both side then to judge things. Understand? Yup! And also when you feel that a person had done something wrong, you should try to tell the person and help him not to make the same mistake, but not leaving him to rot. Unless if his mindset won't change. NEVER EVER SAY I BETRAY YOU, BECAUSE I NEVER EVEN BETRAY SOMEONE. NOT TODAY,NOT EVER!!!YOU CAN ASK AROUND, ASK WHO HAD BEEN BETRAY BY ME?IF THAT PERSON SAY I DID.PROVE IT!!!NB DO YOU KNOW I PISS BECAUSE OF YOU SAYING THIS WORD!!!

Fighting is not about how strong you are, but is about how high your fighting spirit are.No matter what you do, you must believe......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 6:38 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Everyone thinks that a person always smile means his is happy. But tell the truth he may not always happy even if he smile alot. A smile to me is just a treat to my friend. Do you like your friends to be grumpy all day? Nope I assume, right? You will obviously thinking is he/she pmsing! lol!

I don't know anyone know this but I decided to give everyone a treat. It is not smiling but it is a not so important secret. Lol! To everyone, people will think that when I am joke and monkey around, that is my true self. You know what? It is not!!! My truth self is quiet, I do not let alot of people know me well. To many people they do not know what I am thinking. Am i right to say that? But no matter what, I will not think of how to harm people. I am not like somone!!! Even though you trying be like me but you are not as good as me at hiding. Many people know what you are up to...I give you a Ying Qi ming yan "What goes around comes around." Define it more " careful of retribution. " I don't think you will be able to control this.

Think before you strike, don't be a fool think after striking......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 9:59 AM

Friday, August 04, 2006

In this world, I think there is lot of things that you cannot make your own choice. Agree?Example, people free will. You can choose to like someone but if she don't like you no matter how you choose you all still cannot be together. In life there is not everything we can choose, we are not god. We can't decide a person fate.

To tell the truth I am really not the man that I was. In the past, no matter what I will argue my points till I will, but now I am different. When people wanted to quarrel with me, I will let them win. My old nick can be thrown already."I am always right." Now I am totally a without passion in doing alot of things.

Sometime I don't know why? People rather trust those untrustable than to trust their own close friends. Nevermind I am used to it and I don't like forcing. If you wanted to tell me you would tell me, but if won't, no matter how I force you also will not have any outcome.

Being a hero needs to sacrifice enormously......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 6:28 PM