<|>The Burning Soul<|>

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Hi! People I am back for more posting. Hehe! Yesterday, as some of you might know I went to a birthday celebration with Choon. Yup! It was indeed a fun day =D But yesterday never play dota with them because all computer there spoiled. What kind of lan shop is that? A lan shop that cannot play lan! LOL! Wasted! So many pro gather there yesterday, is a very good chance to improve. Lol!

Okay, lets talk more about the event in the party. When Choon and I went there the celebration had start very long ago already. As we did not want to eat at Marina South so we came abit later. When we went there, the first they did was taking photo with us. LOL! Choon pull me in with them. Zzz... After that, we went to mingle around. Haha! Choon did a funny thing. Zzz... He call for Jy and told her I want to talk to her. LOL! I mean what the hell!!! I am so embarrassed! So the thing I do next was PUUUUUUUUUUUU!!! Haha!

Moment later, we went to play arcade. Drew play a bball game that will never end if you keep wining. Lol! Ya! I have not mention how power was Drew beat boxing! It was very nice even without a mike! Yesterday, I really get to know alot of new friends like: Teeming( The handsome bday boy ), Clair etc......OkayZ, here is the end of yesterday!!!

I really don't understand why most of the girls I had a crush on, always dao me.Sob!!! Luckily got some never as they don 't know I crush on them before XD... I just wondering why? Is it that people had a crush on you before cannot be your friend? What about if you had a crush on a guy, then that guy did the same thing to what you all did to me how would all of you feel? I really do wish to know is it that I not worthy of being your friend? Or other reason? Can anyone tell me?

Now, people start to notice about me and eug. And they had started questioning. All I could say was he did alot of thing that harm me. I just don't feel like having him in my circle of friend. I have forgiven him too many times le. He himself know what happen. So I won't say more to it. I understand that in this world nothing is greater than forgiveness. But I even if I forgive him, what is the use? Make him betray me again? He had so many friends already, 1 more lesser doesn't make any difference. Someone told me that I should change him not to spoiled friendship with him. But I feel that my ability now could not help. I am not a god you know, I can't do much, I also can't do what others fellow human cannot do. Do yu all know how much things he did? He did tooo much things and thought I didn't know. I just wanted to tell him this "I know you better than most of the people." I am different from others that what you once told me. So you should know I am capable of alot of things too. And don't try to think that you can hide your deeds forever. God know!!!

I believe everyone will change as time passes with the surrounding and people they met. But their basic nature will never change. Eg. A bad guy will still remain as a bad guy, unless you are not a bad person at nature......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 9:36 PM