Monday, October 23, 2006
I finally found out why I love you so much. This is what I have been wondering since the 1st day I had a crush on you. It's because you are you and no matter what you do is always been so natural. Love is really not just looks. If the person I like now suddenly change soul, will i still like the person with the other soul?( Senario by Choon ) I don't think I will. I love the her and her only. I only got one heart and it is stolen how to I love the one inside her body? I can't cause my heart is already stolen, it is gone. When I found out how come I like this girl so much, my love get stronger and feel more secure. I didn't disclosed whom I love to much people, although one must be true to love. I think because I am afraid. Am I? I am confuse now, cause I really think alot recently. Last time I never found out about this because I had this mindset that you wont know where you like about the girl, then this is call love. But seriously speaking is this really the definition of love? I don't think so. Why? It is because how you will live with that person when you two get marriaged? You don't even know where you like about her. This kind of relationship will tend to fall easily. This kind of love is never everlasting! I don't want this kind of relationship, I want true love which is everlasting. This is the biggest reason why I still havent found a stead. I don't believe I can't find one outside. I am not saying I very handsome or whatsoever. I am speaking the truth. I believe most people agree too, isnt it?An example of me thinking alot=> Am I a easily influence person? I remember I almost convert once to christianity. I really thought that it a right path for me. As what they say seem so true and so comfortable. Yet, I found out that not all they say are true, even it is comfortable and nice to listen. It is just an appeasment and some time propaganda. This is a reason why I havent convert till now even though I went to so many church. This is one of the answer to those who ask me why. Lets stop on this topic le. As I think too racist.What the use of being jealous? What you should do is to be better so don't waste time being jealous =. =D
Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 6:32 AM