Monday, January 29, 2007

Why I had this doubt in life that I cannot lift? Why I had to constantly appeared as other self that is really no me? Why I always do things in a much lousier manner when I know I can do alot more better? Why I am so lazy even for my passion?Is it only through singing, then I can find my own trueself?
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As you all noticed that I stop blogging about love, maybe because I feel that I can't find my true love or is it it just not the right moment? I really need to be in that relationship even though it is only once and I would die with no regrets. Even if it is only a day spouse, I wouldn't mind as long there is this undying love living on. With this I could also greatly enhance my singing skill. My feelings rate will be better. For my future and for myself, hope true love will befall!
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Yeah! Jowell, Eunice and e.t.c...... I really missed all of you, hope we do meet up often. =)
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I believe that determination can move god and I had witness that. If you people do not believe you can do a test and observe. You will be amazed. =D

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 12:34 AM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Sian! Most of the blog I frequently go did not update. Lol! Today I decided to post again and not many people realised that I am BACK!!! Wahahaha! I feel marvelous to be able to blog again, this feeling that I had lost during December 3 was finally return. Haha! Now my blog is lack of visitor but I am fine with that. Next time if you all visit my blog remember to leave a tag, it will be appreciated.XD
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23 January 2007 was a unforgettable day for me. I sang a verse of song infront of whole class! I am sorry for not performing the whole song. I had my reason so forgive me. I hold back because I think my skill still havent reach the star level. I had told Choon the other day that I am still stuck on a level that can pass audition but still not the standard to be a star. Until then, I shall perform my best to you all and this time will be a whole. =)
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Now, I am still as lazy as ever. If this continued, I can forget about 6 A1 and I can forget about going to my desired course. I must wake up soon, I don't want to make history repeat itself again. It cause me 1 year of my life and I already live with regret. This time I really must give it my best shot no matter what. Hope everyone would give me their help and support. =D

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 2:52 AM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

This year I also come up with new resolution but too lazy to post it here. Now I shall post some of my new year resolution. Haha!

1. I want to train my vocal till it is almost perfect.
2. I want my pimple to go away.
3. 6 A1 for my O'level.
4. Work for money to invest my mum shop.
5. Be rich at 30 years old.
6. Find my first and only true love.
7. Get over what i cant get over with.
8. Become more hard working and not so lazy.
9. Fulfill my dreams.
10. World Peace.
11. Be healthy.
12. All the best for friends around me.
13. More new clothing.

This should be all for now. Haha! It had been long since I saw some of my friends, I really miss you guys. I hope to see you all real soon.XD

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 1:11 AM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Welcome back to my blog! It will be better than before as my english should have been improve. Haha! I will try to add new things in for more excitement but that is not gurantee as I still not sure whether to blog constantly or not. I never blog due to a weird habbit of mine, when i blog I will tend to go to all the other people blog where I normally would go visit. Hence, this makes me very boring and you all know I am very lazy. So you all know what happen next...... Haha!
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There is alot to blog so due to time constraint I will blog other day or later if I had the time. Alekatok for coming and have a look.....XD

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 2:45 AM