<|>The Burning Soul<|>

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Just reached home from praying Ti Gong. This year ceremony is faster than the past years. Haha! So I get home too early for sleeping and I decided to blog. My mum birthday is coming soon and I need help on getting a idea what to get for her. Can everyone who has an idea please tag me and enlighten me. Don't care about my budget 1st. Thanks in advance. XD

Yesterday, went to Weiliang and Julia house to visit. I bring my sister along and she acted as my girlfriend. It was so fun that I punked so many people. Wahahaha! But as I thought the spoiler will be Esther. Walau, I havent have enough fun. LOL! Finally, sad to say sorry Winnie you have a wasted trip. =D

I told Geraldine that in my blog alot of things is fake but infact it is the opposite. I told her that because I want to punked people. LOL! Lets be assure that everything in my blog is true, true to the bottom of my hearts. So if you all have visited my blog frequently, you will not get punked. Muhahahaha!

I got to worked hard already. From now on I will try my best to help myself in studies. I should do what I can do and not always trying to learn what I do not know. So I can finally master somethings that I suppose to master. Just like studies......

Give you all a quote today: The things you can get, even if it is a treasure it will become a worthless object, even when times of needs. But if you cant get it you will treat it as treasure and see it better than your own life. Hence, it is better to learn how to make one then put own your hands and ask for it. By my mum......

I have crush on a total of three girls and admire 2......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 9:10 AM

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Today time passes quickly as usual. I am seriously unhappy with my chinese result as well as english. I know I can do well but how could this happen? I failed my English and having a borderline mark for my chinese. I suppose to work hard. Zzzz...... Yeow Wei ar Yeow Wei, faster wake up! Hope the new seating arrangement will change my feng shui. My new place is at the front door, it is at the north side of the class. Didnt know my classroom feng shui same as my godfather house feng shui. Lol!

Two days ago, I got to play a drumset. It is easy to play but i never play it that much as it is at a HDB flat. If play too loud I scared people would complain. Now my knowledge about drum getting higher. =D

I found out that I can be really emmotional at times.

I once steal $50 to buy cards and almost steal $14 for my brother. But now I will never steal again! Taking things that doesn't belong to you will have karma and it will make us pay for what we have done!

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 6:09 AM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

TODAY IS A UNLUCKY DAY FOR ME! RAWR!!!ROAR!!!!!

Firstly, during P.E. I was wack for no reason, I didnt defend Wei Hao in basketball still tio hit. Zzzz. Lol! Then during English lesson, Li Si Yun seat and mine got swop due to her big mouth and Mastura Sabo. ROAR!!! With this still not really demoralise, but WTH. While we four was walking home, a bird shit drop on my hands. EEEEEEEEEK!!! Damn... Why am I so unlucky today?

I never mastu***** before. So never mention that all guys do it. (",)

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 6:54 AM

Monday, February 19, 2007

Happy Birthday

Daren Chan Keng Loo!!!

Wow, it have been so long I read someone blog with such enthuaism. I think good english really turn people on. This make me even more upset, because I found out english is not even close to standard! Sob......

Today, I was reading my past sms from friends. There is one particular sms clear my few months old doubt, with the help of a memory of a conversation with him.(",) So to say, having a record of sms is good. Sometimes it helps to clear doubt, but not just keep record of sms, also keep others as well. Haha!a

After much thinking process of a phrase, I finally come to a conclusion. The phrase True to Music (By Kian Yong Interpretation ), is just an excuse to me. It is a good excuse though, SERIOUSLY!!! By what Kian Yong had told me," all those people who is true to music only stick mainly to one genre"(written in my own words). He got his points, now is time to hear mine. It is an excuse because, it is really hard to learn all genre in music. Being good at singing is not an easy task not to say learning all genres. For some people, they can't even master one genre. Lol! So it is not surprising people come out with this excuse and I seriously it is a very good excuse to use. Lol! I AM JUST BEING TRUE TO MUSIC!!! LOL! Sorry but I going all round in music, so to say I am going to master all genres in music. All the best for me =D

I once almost commited shoplifting, but I felt guilty so I walk back to the supermarket and put all the thing I steal back to its original place. If that day I really steal it, I think today I will choose the other path of the route......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 9:11 AM

Sunday, February 18, 2007

HAPPY CHINESE NEW

YEAR EVERYBODY!!!

I have just came back home from visiting Relative and I got 10 red packets only. LOL! But I think sincerity counts it doesn't matter how many red packet, how much money is inside. I finally get to wear my new clothes and I think is very cool. Haha! Remember everyone to mantain your shape, don't eat too much because the food is fattening! Wahaha!

I NEVER EVEN HAD 1 GIRLFRIEND BEFORE! ARGGG!!! So when I sing, don't blame me if those sweet feelings of love is not there. XD

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 12:05 AM

Friday, February 16, 2007

Happy New Year Eve!

Watch a show at midnight yesterday, it was a very touching show. It a Korean drama that show a girl with Azmiel disease( I don't know the spelling ), is a disease that will make you senile at a very young age. The show is about her life and how she met this guy. Actually I thought is only a love story but after she change a guy and get married, then she found out she got the disease. After she knew that, she want to get away from this guy so he can find other relationship but the guy cant bear that and she went to search for her......

I want to sing! I want to go KTV!!! New year liao, so ang pao here I come!!! Wahaha! I got the horny bear dp in msn. Muhahahaha! XD Don't know what to post liao so post till here. Must get going already!

Chances never appeared everytime, so when it appear remember to grab and make use of it! Miracle do happen, it also can be created, is whether you rather wait for it to happen or create it yourself......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 11:50 PM

Just came back home from a watching Epic Movie. I don't it is worth my $7.50, because the show end at an hour! It is quite funny but mostly lame, shouldn't have watched. Zzz......

There is alot of memories I have and I really treasure them, it reflect on my past mistakes and remind me of my honour moments. It is great sometimes to think back on them, but I heard that the feelings will not be there if it happen again, so we must really tresure that kind of feelings.

I am falling apart help me! RAWR!!!ROAR!!!!! My hearts has filled up by you and it going to explode soon. When will I be able to pluck up my courage to show my affection? When will I be with you? When......? During Valentine's Day, I saw so many couples around and I am very envy. As usual I spent my Valentine's Day alone thinking of you again. I am a useless freak, I can give advice and strategy to people like I am a real professional, but when it happen to me, I don't know what to do. Its been long since I post something about love because I thought I can handle my feelings. Which I seriously can't!

Hope that the dirty little secret corner that is coming up on my blog can release quite alot of my burden. I going to trust everyone that visit my blog and in this way no one will be able to betray me again. Although I will not post big secret, so people who knows please don't spread if I want to tell I will post in my blog. Thanks alot =D

The course of true love never did run smooth......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 12:24 AM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

There are a lot of things in my mind and now, I can't concentrate in O'level even more. Don't understand myself! Haha! Whats wrong with me? I mean it is just an O'level no need to stress myself that hard. Damn! I am going to stop dota for good already, hope I don't play it again.

Today Physic, I got 25/30! My endorphin is gushing out insanely when Mr Yu mark my paper. And it was the first paper somemore. 25/30 is a very good mark but I can get better thanks to the careless mistake. Zzzz... Chemistry, I think I had screwed it, because my mcq answer quite different from Melvan and Daren. Aiya! We three mcq very different. So I very scared, is either one of us get a high mark or none of us get it. You see, Daren and Melvan is good in science so, now I am very worried. Not that I don't have confidence, but is I can't concentrate, because something is buggying me hard.

Yesterday, I suppose to go to KTV with brotherhoods but I cant go, due to my godfather disallowed. Sorry everyone in Brotherhood. Two days ago, I heard from my another buddy from Primary school that he is in Xin Min ITE. Hope he is doing well there and lets be ursure I wont look down on you. You are my friend remember? Yeah! If got chance must ask me teach me how to play drum or jamming. LOL! I want to learn heavy metal also!!! =D

I am trying to go all aspect in music industry. Currently I am learning Rock and R&B, next I think it will be Rythymic and Jazz song? Lastly I think it will be Heavy Metal!!! Wahaha! I am very happy that Jr want to teach me break dance!!! XD I am serious I want to learn!!! Hehe!

Note: I going to change the motivational quote to my dirty little secret corner, it will commence at New Year! Each new posting will have one secret of mine. LOL!

In a fight, the winner is not determine by how heavy your blows are but it determine how many blow you can withstand. In studies it is also the same, the marks you get does not always mean you study more you can get higher marks, but it is how you write it out in the examination.

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 1:42 AM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Finally, I went to bugis and brought my clothing. Haha! This year I spent around $400 just for clothes already. Lol! But I still not sastisfied will the amounts of clothes I brought, so I am going to buy more. Wahahaha!!! At bugis the jams there was really insane, you can stuck in the middle of a long stretch of road. The road was the place that seperate Bugis Junction and Bugis Street. My godfather was trap there for 5 minutes, whereas, I use strategy to cross rather than use the typical way of crossing that kind of road. XD
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During this time, I finally enlighten by the phrase,"so many things, so little time." I got so many things to do, yet I have not enough time to finish all of them. Wish I still can take it, hope I still can go on. I think I should be able to manage it, due to the strength my "Angel" give me. I am going to make this song 'Angel' 1 of my best song. With preserverance I know I can do it. Hope that nothing will bound me from reaching that level. And as for what will my style of singing that will depends, will it be a sad one? or a Happy one? or maybe other emmotion?
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Will i be able to excel the invisible force that stop me to getting over?

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With power, it came great responsibility or will it turn to disaster? (An add on from me. XD)

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 5:53 AM

Friday, February 09, 2007

Congratulation for people taking O'level result.

Today was really happy to hear my buddy cum partner has produce a great result in O'level. He finally can pursuit his goals to be able to go to the aerospace couse in poly. At the same time I feel sorry for people that did not do as well.

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Here is an advice for people in my class for getting B3 rather than A1 or A2. B3 is a very good grade already, some people can't even achieve that in their subject. Retaking the exam is just a waste of time and grades. Why retake when you can use the time to study for others subject and improve them rather to give up more time because of one big tree? When you improve others subject your grades will be better than your grades for improving at that particular subject which can only improve your grades by 2 point at max. ( No need to take in my advice, just believe and follow your heart )

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When to have a talk with teck choon at the last part of the day, the talk let me remember somethings. A cause will have an effect, so an effect is due to the cause. If you do something must think carefully what is the result of your cause? To revert the effect 1st we must find the cause or else things will be harder to solve. And also remember that serious is not born in first.

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I must do it, I really must. Even if I am in dilemma and doubt. I will never know the result if I never try once. I really do hope history will not repeat and all things go smoothly.

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Sorry make an error in the previous post, spot it yourself. Finally my days has come by during the 1504 days...... I will make a new start or ending in my story???

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 9:57 AM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Today I finished my oral c, but I am sick yesterday, so I don't get much infomation and all the things I present was the thing I just think of. Lol! How pro can I be? That Suicide!!! Luckily Miss Shamila never penalise me for the last 20second where I never finish my speech. Haha! I felt that at the starting part I did quite good. XD
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Sometimes I do not know why but I got this strong urge to cry. Because of the promise I made to myself at Secondary 2-3 I must not cry ever again, I had to hold back even I was hurt badly. I once told myself I must be strong, there is no one that can depend forever. Depending on people is not always as effective as depending on myself. Although I still keep depending on my friend sometimes, but I always had a back up plan and I am a person that is very compose until things get to a serious stage. I don't know why the hell I post this. Maybe because the stress is really coming to me? My headache which I suspect is cause by stressness, when will it be gone?
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If I never count wrongly this is the 1861 days le...... There is still nothing from me...... Continue believing may things turn to suit us? I shall follow my heart and see it happen.......

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 6:11 AM

Monday, February 05, 2007

I am sick for the whole week. Zzz... But the pain inside me does not subside and eventually getting worst. Maybe it is due to too much exhaustion? Cause I had slept all the way this two days. I am like hibernating. Lol!
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Recently I think I cant get off the urge to play basketball. I want the feeling in the basketball court. After stop playing basketball for quite sometime, suddenly the urge to play come back. Lol! People dont hesitate to call me play basketball but dont ask me to play in a time like 7am. Because I wont be able to wake up. Haha. I will be the star playmaker. XD
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Happy Birthday Li Jin

Two days ago is Li Jin birthday. Went to her house to celebrate, it was quite a fun day actually but T5 + Mr Ong Ah Hock Danny go latest. =X That day my luck in gambling is insane, I won all the game except for the last one. But too bad never play money.Haha! Or else I will become a rich ass. Wahaha!

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No need to show your best to others always, show it when really in need. Be compose!

Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 12:50 AM