Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Today I finished my oral c, but I am sick yesterday, so I don't get much infomation and all the things I present was the thing I just think of. Lol! How pro can I be? That Suicide!!! Luckily Miss Shamila never penalise me for the last 20second where I never finish my speech. Haha! I felt that at the starting part I did quite good. XDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASometimes I do not know why but I got this strong urge to cry. Because of the promise I made to myself at Secondary 2-3 I must not cry ever again, I had to hold back even I was hurt badly. I once told myself I must be strong, there is no one that can depend forever. Depending on people is not always as effective as depending on myself. Although I still keep depending on my friend sometimes, but I always had a back up plan and I am a person that is very compose until things get to a serious stage. I don't know why the hell I post this. Maybe because the stress is really coming to me? My headache which I suspect is cause by stressness, when will it be gone?AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
If I never count wrongly this is the 1861 days le...... There is still nothing from me...... Continue believing may things turn to suit us? I shall follow my heart and see it happen.......
Th3 Desir3 in my HeartZ only had enough Spac3 for You. 6:11 AM