I am losing it, I must help myself from now on. Please give me strength to move on. I felt that I am not really myself, even though people kept telling me that I am the only one they never seen a change in character even all others had change. But I can feel it that I start to lose myself, I can't just lose it! Is it due to the intense stress causing by the terrible O' level. Or is it some other things that are eating up my soul? Can't figure out this much and my d n t are lagging behind!!! What else could I do? I will use the March holiday to find back myself and find back the one burning in flames of hopes and trust. The destiny is chosen by me and not others. I must decide and work doubly hard for it.

I once said that I crush somebody for 6 years but actually it is just 3 years. I said that because 6 years sound cooler. Haha! What was I thinking?

I want you to know how I feel about you but with the help of no others...